Monday, June 29, 2015

how is YouTube so far?

UUYouTube is amazing, 
honestly, I have 32 subscribers that are amazing, if you would like to know my link I will have it here in this post, but my channel is growing to something I never knew it could. it feels homey and I like it. I feel comfortable In front of a camera... I know, weird, huh? but I am! I love it every bit of it! if you would like to share in my journey? 


there is the link to my channel, I hope you enjoy it, like I have had the pleasure of making the videos :) more to come!!! I love my subscribers... and would love it even more if you subscribed to it :) become apart of my little family :D 

till next time...

Monday, June 15, 2015

ACTAULLY STARTING MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL?????

hey guys,

YES it is true...
i ONLY have one video so far though, i want to make more videos, like Daily Vlogs maybe,
i have 2 views on it so far, and i would like to get it to reach more people, any tips and tricks? it is very short, it just about my dog being her cure self =) if one you guys could get it reach more people, than YAY if not, thats fine, i just want to make more videos and have people watch them. i only have 1 Subscriber,

here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLXhnDavLe7ouD1KBVt9Lgw

GO BLOW IT UP!!!!
haha i know the video is not that exciting, but it is so cute =)
it is a start to something more,
please help me with this new journey =)

till next time

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

NAIL ART!!!!


yes! I do nail art, 
yes it is hard work, but I do it for me :D 
I love doing this, and these are a few of my designs, if you would like to know what I use, (ALL polish designs, no acrylic paint) comment in the comments :) these are just a FEW of my designs :D 
for more? follow my Instagram 

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till next time 

Monday, June 1, 2015

Ghosts and other things

Do i believe in an after life, Yes, I do. I can sense things, like spirits and things, and I sometimes see them. yes, I know, crazy right? I think it is because of my eyes, (since my one eye is blind, it causes my "third eye" to open more) I have heard and seen things that have no explanation 

my boyfriend has this "Gift" as well, and well, it makes me feel more comfortable with my ability. we both have different gifts, but he can sense things, I can sense and see things, I have what is called "facial feeling" and it's when I can close my eyes and still feel if someone or something gets close to face. this happens with spirit too. 

even since I could walk and talk, I could sense things (according my parents). my parents had taken the rest of my family and myself to an old jail, and I was about 4, I had said I didn't want to go through the double doors, sevrel times and turns out, there were no double doors no, there were double doors in the 1910's... I know, scary right? well, that only starts it, when I had a school project? I had to interview someone, and so I had done my project on a library in my town, and the library had been known to be haunted, so I focused on that aspect of the library. and while I was doing the interview? I had recorded it, when it was over I had gone home, and my brother wanted to listen to it, so he had turned it on, and the tape had nothing on it. I had tested to recorder ahead of time, and the tape player had stopped so I could turn it over to the other side to keep recording... no idea why, but I had to go back and record the I tire interview over, with less focus on the spirits and it worked. 

just recently I had gotten more in tune with my spirituality. and I can now sense who is around someone, when there is someone trying to talk to me, only once have I read someone, and I had changed his life. I do think if I actually tried to gather good spirits to help their loved ones? I could actually change their lives. but oh well, I will just be considered the "weird girl" for now, haha :) 

I have a sense of when I'm being followed, or when someone is being rude or mean, I used to have strong intuition, my boyfriends is amazing though. I have times of when I will be able to see things, it's normally at my boyfriend's house though. I will never forget this, I was just looking, and I had seen this woman that was in a white dress, and long blonde hair flowing behind her, she was floating, not walking, and I know it wasn't just me, my boyfriends future sister in law saw the same thing and she is not that In tune  with things like that. I will also never forget what I had seen in my own house, I had gone to get my iPod charger from downstairs pretty late at night, and when I had gotten to the doors of the room that it was in, I had seen her, she had black hair, and was in a white dress, and turned to look at me, that was enough for me to run upstairs, sweating with my heart racing! no lie, it was pretty scary! 

my grandfather had passed away a while ago, but I still feel him around me, and I find pennies all over the place (pennies from heaven) and just recently I had turned my fan off with the switch on the wall? and from a completely different cercet a lamp (it's a touch lamp) it turned on, and with that? I had seen a bring blueish/white light with a Pop, and it was on! no explanation for that, but it was my grandfathers wife's lamp she also passed a while but I don't feel her around me at all. 

if you have any questions, any at all, PLEASE let me know in the comments!!!!

till next time...

Drawing on a drawing app?

yes, it's true! I draw on the Internet! if you would like to see the pictures? I will add pictures :) I also have Instagram where I post all of my art on, but I actually draw it on this app called "Spray can" my username is "dinosoarsATTACK" and I go by the tag name as "Dino"

it gets hard to draw sometimes because my eyes end up getting tired and I have to take a lot of brakes, and than things go up later than I promised, and than people get mad with me, truth is? I have a life outside of the app, I'm not trying to be mean, I am only saying this because my eyes end up being tired because of many things, not just drawing, sometimes I will get this burst of creativity, and will really want to draw, and others? I will just feel bored and do it. but, either way? I have amazing art, (this is coming from everyone I had shown in my family, and my professors in my undergrad that I had shown) as an artist, I tend to be modest, and not think I had done something amazing, I am normally just happy with it, so I post it. 

When Did I Start?

In 2012, and just one night, I had found my style, and mine was very different from everyone else's, I would shade the way everyone had, I would use little lines, which made my art unique, but than I got bored of my style, and kind of transitioned into what everyone had done, but I am still very true to my 
style, I am not very good at drawing people, but I can draw animals very well, I do draw anime on paper, and I tend to write letters to my boyfriend on those, but I tend to copy them, and give him the copy, and I keep the original. I used to do this in the beginning of the relationship, and I would tell him things that I could not tell him verbally, like things he would need to work on, and stuff, and that way of telling him? tended to stick with him, because he had worked on the stuff, and is an amazing boyfriend :) 

Telling People About Drawing?
it was nerve raking, honestly. I thought people would laugh, and point figures, but no, I actually got the recognition I wanted, and the praise I wanted, it takes a lot to draw something that looks like what it is supposed to be, and than tell people that I am "legally blind" once people see that "B" word? 
they think I cannot see at all, if you have peters, or are told you are legally blind? you know how hard it is to tell narrow minded people that what think to be "true" is not what they were told... it's like saying "I can walk, but I can't" and have nothing to show that you can't walk (example, someone who does not have a cane and they say they cannot walk) 

Do people believe me? 
no, they don't they normal just say cruel things like "she is blind! she cannot draw" or are just asking the same thing "if your blind, how can you type, or draw?" it gets really annoying and frustrating to explain things over and over again. this is one reason why I chose to write this post, for most of my 6,000+ followers to read, and to understand, (yes, I have that many followers, and I love them all) 

anything you would like to know? ask in the comments, and you are allowed to SHARE, and COMMENT, share this EVERYWHERE if you want

Here are just a few of my pictures, and yes, I use the tag name "Dino" don't forget it =)








 
If you would like to see more, let me know, and I will add more to another post

till next time