Tuesday, May 10, 2016

A mini update

Hey guys! Long time no talk! I'm here to tell you that yes, I had finished my graduate program, and yes I had applied for my certifacation so I will be able to teach in the state of PA very soon!!

Also, I am trying to reach 1,000 subscribers on my channel, so if you could give it a little look-see that would be nice :) 

That's the link 
ENJOY!!

Also, thank you to those who have been encouraging me to make new content, and more videos, you guys rock :) 

And update on my eyes, 
My eyes are stable still, nothing much to talk about here about them. 
Enjoy your day 
Till next time.. :) 

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Long time no see!!!

Hey guys!!!

I'm starting my student teaching journey on Tuesday (Jan/26/16) and I'm excited and very nervous, I have gotten all of my stuff for student teaching... 

No worries, my YouTube channel will be updated on a weekly basis (like always) 
Here is the link 
If anyone wants to spread this to forums, and different sites? Feel free to! Go for it :) I'm still looking for ways to spread this around, any help you guys are willing to give, do it please :) 

Student teaching is starting very soon, and well, I'm scared, not about my vision getting in the way, but just teaching the students in general... I have been told many times before I am a natural teacher, but I'm still scared.... I mean, sure my vision will get in the way if I let it, but I don't think it will be me downfall... If anything it will help me more so than hurt me. 

Comment below if your child were in a classroom with a student teacher with a disability, would you allow it? Accept it? Or what? I would love to hear what you think :) 

Till next time 

Thursday, December 10, 2015

rejection

hey kids :) 
I have topic for you guys that might or might not be received well, oh well here we go 

rejection

now, not everyone will like you, so to have two people who were saying this to me (at the same time) that you have no idea what you're talking about, let me back this up a little 

so this kid had sent me his YouTube link of him doing cover of songs, ok that's cool I love supporting new singers, but this kid was tone deaf, if you know anything about me, and how long I have been singing (over 17 years) than I think you would at least half listen if I told you were tone deaf, mind you, this kid was new to youtube, probably never had a "hate"comment in his life, so ok, that's fine as well, but the hate I recieved back from his "friend" and him? was astonishing, all I did was suggest the kid do was not sing and do something else on YouTube (many more things on YouTube to do) and called him tone deaf, 

I'm over critical about singers, you should hear me when American idol comes on TV... I yell at the TV and boo if the person can't sing, being tone deaf is not a bad thing guys, It just means you hear the wrong notes in your head when they are played in a rhyme or melody in a song, not a bad thing people just don't sing, it's alright, I am not tone deaf (don't mean I'm better than anyone, just trying to state facts guys) , I had a class were we had a project to write out a common song on blank sheet music (I don't use sheet music at all, but because I listen to the notes being played, I'm all autatory at that point) and I did a great job the teacher said I wrote all the correct notes down so that means I'm hearing the correct notes in my head, which in turn means I am not tone deaf... I have been singing in choirs since I was 6, and since I reached college? the professors love my voice, (I'm a saprano 1) so I know what it takes to get hit notes, I think 17 years of training my voice to sing, is incredible, specially since I never used sheet music to sing off of, since I hear everything perfectly fine, I get solos, i get a lot of things with singing, and to say "since you have been singing you know there is room for improvement" yes and no, if there is progress, than yes there is, but not when every song is the same, hiccop-y mess you call a melody, sorry, I know what I'm talking about, either listen or don't, if you don't? you will be told by many people the same thing in 
the future, or you will have a lot of people lie to you to make you feel better, which is not right, if you can't sing, and you think you can? sing I front of strangers, they will tell you if your good or not, I sing in front of many people my boyfriend's brother wants to play his guitar for me to sing along with it at coffee shoppes! I mean either listen to me? or not, either way? I'm still going to hold my head high and sing my heart out whenever I get the chance, as for you guys, if you don't think singing will be a good fit for you? don't sing, if you haven't heard people think your very good, or very talents red and they truly sound sincer about it? chances are you are a good singer :) if you don't mind people commenting on stuff that you post, and it being constructive criticism like you obviously wanted, than the industry of YouTube or singing is not for you, sorry, but it isn't, rejection is hard, but hey! at least you hear the truth, I always tell the truth, if I find something funny, than I will laugh, if I find something good I will listen to it all the time, rejection is a good thing!!!!! 
it makes you better at your craft, it you were told you were good everything? you wouldn't try anymore, but if someone came up to you and said "why not try something else" you would do it, and find out that the thing you were doing was not for you, and maybe even love the thing that was suggested

till next time 

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

School update!

so I havn't written on here for a while, hi there!! :D haha! 

school

school is great so far, I mean I will find out my placement for student teaching very soon, and I have 2 more weeks of class, (so crazy!) so my life is pretty hectic, but in a good way (of course) it's so scary to think I will be student teaching in January! sometimes I feel I'm not ready and there is still a lot more things I need to learn, other days I feel like I'm ready to be in the classroom, teaching. I'm just so close, and yet so far away!! wish me luck with this new chapter in my life!! 

YouTube 

YouTube is great so far!!! I have a very small community where I can just have fun and upload when I see fit, it's a great way to keep myself occupied during my downtime, and I love filming and getting to talk to my viewers :) I currently have 494 subscribers, but numbers really don't matter, but I always have that mini heart attack when I lose one or more subscribers, haha... oh well I'm very greatful for those that have stuck around from when I started making videos, so if you are one of those subscribers, I thank you very much if you would like to be following my channel I will have the link below, 
. I have had 2 COLLAB videos that went up successfully so far, and am looking to join a network very soon, to grow even more! any suggestions on networks I should
 join? 

life (as a whole) 

my life now, is stable, nothing really big happening, nothing really going on at all honestly, I would love to reach a few more goals by the end of the year, but if I don't? it's fine. my goals are primarily YouTube based, like I would like to reach 500 subscribers by the end of this year, (I'm very close) I would like to join a network, and just stuff like that, nothing too crazy... 

thanks for reading this :) 
lots of love... 
till next time! 

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

I hate it when...

hey there, 
this is just a short little thing about things I really don't like about how I am treated being disabled... 
1) I hate it when people hold things super close to face in order for me to "see" it, sorry, if you do this? it is just rude, and very inconsiderate to do... they do this after I tell them I can't see very clearly... do you know manners? I guess not... 
2) when people feel "sorry" for me, it's not your fault, so why are you apologizing for the condistion my eyes are in? there is no need, another thing that goes hand and hand with this, is when people show me pity... I don't want it not do I need it, take that attitude away from me, and give me something else to talk about... honestly 
3) the silly questions like "are you really blind?" and "you must not be blind, because your typing on a phone..." are you serious?!? there is software that reads what you are typing back to you, and things on a phone that enlarge what you are typing... I'm sorry I'm not what you think is "blind" because I am not, I'm considered to be what is "legally blind" I can see, but I can't... it's a hard concept that people without the condition cannot handle the answer to, and they get annoyed and confused... accept something YOU don't understand, just because YOU don't understand something, does not make it impossible to do... I had a teacher in high school laugh at the thought of me becoming a teacher, well sorry to say, but I'm going to be getting my teaching degree in the spring of next year... oops! my bad :P lol I'm not what you consider to be a normal disabled girl, I'm different, and I'm sorry for being me, everyone else is taken, so why not try to be yourself? 

ok I will come back when I have something else to talk to you guys about haha, thanks for supporting me, and seriously guys go check out my YouTube channel! 
I have 102 subscribers so far!!! I love you guys so much for allowing that to happen and thanks for the support :) 

till next time... 

Monday, June 29, 2015

how is YouTube so far?

UUYouTube is amazing, 
honestly, I have 32 subscribers that are amazing, if you would like to know my link I will have it here in this post, but my channel is growing to something I never knew it could. it feels homey and I like it. I feel comfortable In front of a camera... I know, weird, huh? but I am! I love it every bit of it! if you would like to share in my journey? 


there is the link to my channel, I hope you enjoy it, like I have had the pleasure of making the videos :) more to come!!! I love my subscribers... and would love it even more if you subscribed to it :) become apart of my little family :D 

till next time...

Monday, June 15, 2015

ACTAULLY STARTING MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL?????

hey guys,

YES it is true...
i ONLY have one video so far though, i want to make more videos, like Daily Vlogs maybe,
i have 2 views on it so far, and i would like to get it to reach more people, any tips and tricks? it is very short, it just about my dog being her cure self =) if one you guys could get it reach more people, than YAY if not, thats fine, i just want to make more videos and have people watch them. i only have 1 Subscriber,

here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLXhnDavLe7ouD1KBVt9Lgw

GO BLOW IT UP!!!!
haha i know the video is not that exciting, but it is so cute =)
it is a start to something more,
please help me with this new journey =)

till next time

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

NAIL ART!!!!


yes! I do nail art, 
yes it is hard work, but I do it for me :D 
I love doing this, and these are a few of my designs, if you would like to know what I use, (ALL polish designs, no acrylic paint) comment in the comments :) these are just a FEW of my designs :D 
for more? follow my Instagram 

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till next time 

Monday, June 1, 2015

Ghosts and other things

Do i believe in an after life, Yes, I do. I can sense things, like spirits and things, and I sometimes see them. yes, I know, crazy right? I think it is because of my eyes, (since my one eye is blind, it causes my "third eye" to open more) I have heard and seen things that have no explanation 

my boyfriend has this "Gift" as well, and well, it makes me feel more comfortable with my ability. we both have different gifts, but he can sense things, I can sense and see things, I have what is called "facial feeling" and it's when I can close my eyes and still feel if someone or something gets close to face. this happens with spirit too. 

even since I could walk and talk, I could sense things (according my parents). my parents had taken the rest of my family and myself to an old jail, and I was about 4, I had said I didn't want to go through the double doors, sevrel times and turns out, there were no double doors no, there were double doors in the 1910's... I know, scary right? well, that only starts it, when I had a school project? I had to interview someone, and so I had done my project on a library in my town, and the library had been known to be haunted, so I focused on that aspect of the library. and while I was doing the interview? I had recorded it, when it was over I had gone home, and my brother wanted to listen to it, so he had turned it on, and the tape had nothing on it. I had tested to recorder ahead of time, and the tape player had stopped so I could turn it over to the other side to keep recording... no idea why, but I had to go back and record the I tire interview over, with less focus on the spirits and it worked. 

just recently I had gotten more in tune with my spirituality. and I can now sense who is around someone, when there is someone trying to talk to me, only once have I read someone, and I had changed his life. I do think if I actually tried to gather good spirits to help their loved ones? I could actually change their lives. but oh well, I will just be considered the "weird girl" for now, haha :) 

I have a sense of when I'm being followed, or when someone is being rude or mean, I used to have strong intuition, my boyfriends is amazing though. I have times of when I will be able to see things, it's normally at my boyfriend's house though. I will never forget this, I was just looking, and I had seen this woman that was in a white dress, and long blonde hair flowing behind her, she was floating, not walking, and I know it wasn't just me, my boyfriends future sister in law saw the same thing and she is not that In tune  with things like that. I will also never forget what I had seen in my own house, I had gone to get my iPod charger from downstairs pretty late at night, and when I had gotten to the doors of the room that it was in, I had seen her, she had black hair, and was in a white dress, and turned to look at me, that was enough for me to run upstairs, sweating with my heart racing! no lie, it was pretty scary! 

my grandfather had passed away a while ago, but I still feel him around me, and I find pennies all over the place (pennies from heaven) and just recently I had turned my fan off with the switch on the wall? and from a completely different cercet a lamp (it's a touch lamp) it turned on, and with that? I had seen a bring blueish/white light with a Pop, and it was on! no explanation for that, but it was my grandfathers wife's lamp she also passed a while but I don't feel her around me at all. 

if you have any questions, any at all, PLEASE let me know in the comments!!!!

till next time...

Drawing on a drawing app?

yes, it's true! I draw on the Internet! if you would like to see the pictures? I will add pictures :) I also have Instagram where I post all of my art on, but I actually draw it on this app called "Spray can" my username is "dinosoarsATTACK" and I go by the tag name as "Dino"

it gets hard to draw sometimes because my eyes end up getting tired and I have to take a lot of brakes, and than things go up later than I promised, and than people get mad with me, truth is? I have a life outside of the app, I'm not trying to be mean, I am only saying this because my eyes end up being tired because of many things, not just drawing, sometimes I will get this burst of creativity, and will really want to draw, and others? I will just feel bored and do it. but, either way? I have amazing art, (this is coming from everyone I had shown in my family, and my professors in my undergrad that I had shown) as an artist, I tend to be modest, and not think I had done something amazing, I am normally just happy with it, so I post it. 

When Did I Start?

In 2012, and just one night, I had found my style, and mine was very different from everyone else's, I would shade the way everyone had, I would use little lines, which made my art unique, but than I got bored of my style, and kind of transitioned into what everyone had done, but I am still very true to my 
style, I am not very good at drawing people, but I can draw animals very well, I do draw anime on paper, and I tend to write letters to my boyfriend on those, but I tend to copy them, and give him the copy, and I keep the original. I used to do this in the beginning of the relationship, and I would tell him things that I could not tell him verbally, like things he would need to work on, and stuff, and that way of telling him? tended to stick with him, because he had worked on the stuff, and is an amazing boyfriend :) 

Telling People About Drawing?
it was nerve raking, honestly. I thought people would laugh, and point figures, but no, I actually got the recognition I wanted, and the praise I wanted, it takes a lot to draw something that looks like what it is supposed to be, and than tell people that I am "legally blind" once people see that "B" word? 
they think I cannot see at all, if you have peters, or are told you are legally blind? you know how hard it is to tell narrow minded people that what think to be "true" is not what they were told... it's like saying "I can walk, but I can't" and have nothing to show that you can't walk (example, someone who does not have a cane and they say they cannot walk) 

Do people believe me? 
no, they don't they normal just say cruel things like "she is blind! she cannot draw" or are just asking the same thing "if your blind, how can you type, or draw?" it gets really annoying and frustrating to explain things over and over again. this is one reason why I chose to write this post, for most of my 6,000+ followers to read, and to understand, (yes, I have that many followers, and I love them all) 

anything you would like to know? ask in the comments, and you are allowed to SHARE, and COMMENT, share this EVERYWHERE if you want

Here are just a few of my pictures, and yes, I use the tag name "Dino" don't forget it =)








 
If you would like to see more, let me know, and I will add more to another post

till next time 

Thursday, May 28, 2015

I am curious to know...

I can do everything except drive, I can even paint my nails, and do crazy and fun designs, if you would like to see them, I can put a picture of them here. I have been to college, I even graduated my undergrad, and now am doing a graduate program to get my teaching certification. I have a boyfriend, who I love dearly, who drives me everywhere (when I ask/tell him) I can draw amazing things on my ipad, using an amazing app called "SprayCan" if you would like to see what i draw, and what my username is, I will gladly put it in here, if requested.

I honestly am bored, if you want to know anything, anything at all.... comment and I will answer you,
i have been wanting to start a youtube channel for a while now, so what do you think? should I or shouldn't I? help me decide in the comments...

I know this is extremely short, but i honestly want to to see what you guys are wondering

till next time...